I want to be more like a girl(im a guy )?

i want to know more about how girls act..i also need clothes if anybody would send me them i also need makeup .. u might be asking me y .its because i love acting/being a girl. i no im a guy but im stil straight and i no people will say other wise... thanks for listening cya.i also cant buy my clothes so plz give me ideas..also i no about observations i just need more than tht...